My patience has been stretched to the limit and going to snap anytime, honestly. It is going to be a volcano eruption, I can feel the anger boiling in my blood, bubbling and whizzing, ready to swallow any (unfortunate) person.

Maybe I am getting more short-tempered due to lack of sleep and lots of stress. I really don't know.

Really want to shout to everyone that " I AM NOT A SUPER WOMAN SO STOPPED TREATING ME LIKE ONE AND I AM NOT YOUR SLAVE SO STOP PUSHING ME"... I really tried my best, but whenever there is a mistake everything points to me. Dont anyone understand how bad this feeling is... and keep your comments to yourself that "harlo, I have my own bad experience, so just keep quiet and do everything I told you. If you have better idea, tell me." And obviously, if it is according to your idea and turns out under expectation, I am to be blamed. If it is the other person's idea and similarly not turning out well, who takes the blame?

Someone may even comment that since I have time to blog why dont I use this precious time to do other things that needed to be done. Well, first you are blind to your life and second, you are a workaholic.

There is a Chinese idiom, 拔苗助长. I will collapse eventually if being pushed too much. 23:15